Ute's ShadowBlog

BOUNDED Sea, land, air, all bound together. Nature with its inhabitants as well. Micro-macrocosmic patterns all around. Nothing exists alone; as above, so below. Look, there is a heart in the sky. Clouds bound together only for a moment. A very fleeting moment. Look, the heart is already disintegrating. Nothing exists alone, and everything changes […]

ATTACHMENT RISE Being in love with women, a sign for love with life. And so is love for people. Attachment serves its purpose, for good and ill. No existence without attachment. © 2012 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

DIFFERENT VIEW Everything revealed in incremental steps. Mother Earth rumbles of discontent. Bursting forth in a thunderbolt wave, spewing rocks and ashes all around. The ‘got used to’ changes to a different view. Old and new interlock into new form. Though longing and regret accompany change, don’t forget, all is just a changing of form. […]

STORED AWAY Woke up. Slightly remembering a dream. Not writing down what wiggled its way towards light. Putting it off for a later time. Later comes, but what was freed pushed back into the darkness of the cave. Stored in a maze for a later time. © 2012 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

SPIRIT’S MAZE Life not only a garden filled with flowers, bushes, and trees. A sanctuary of a secret play. Insects and animals joining in this play of eternal repetition. All creation a play of repetition. Infinite plays bringing forth myriad forms. All forms build on spirit’s code. Weaving a maze for an excitedly and surprisingly […]

THE QUESTION Indeed, where was He. Didn’t He see what I saw? Didn’t He hear what I heard? Didn’t He feel what I felt? How could He let this happen? We did not disobey laws, nicely laid out in books, but celebrated His glory. So, we still ask. Why did He let this happen? While […]

WITHOUT Without rest nothing to look forward to. Without thoughts nothing to create. Without senses nothing to differentiate. Without incentives nothing to aspire. Without ambition nothing to acquire. Without pleasure nothing to celebrate. Without honor nothing to cherish. Without others nothing to share. Without hope nothing to live for. Without love nothing to strengthen the […]

LOOK AT ME Did you ever care to know who I really am? Do you know what I like and dislike? Do you know my preferences and why? Did you ever care to know my dreams and aspirations? Or, were my looks only what you cared for. Did my skills and talents make you proud […]

WELCOME CHANGE Detach, detach! Reading this a lot lately. Pain and suffering all around. Detach, detach. Without attachment no suffering. But without attachment, where to go? I’m neither void nor formless. Attachment is my present state. Looking in the mirror, seeing my every present state changing slowly but surely into another form. Detach, detach! And […]